i think i am changing a little bit. i talk less.. i enjoy listening more.. i'm generally not interested in gossips... but of course i will gladly listen if anyone willingly wants to tell me stories.. but i won't inquire more than i should, because like i said, i'm not interested. unless they are about my own circle of friends.. people i care about enough to want to know.. aku lagi suka bercakap pasal menda2 aku suka.. cam anime.. f1.. nba.. matsumoto jun... lol.. i find less and less people to talk about anime tho.. maybe because everyone's 'matured' and not into cartoons anymore? hahah.. whatever.. sometimes i want to talk about sports with girls u know... but it's hard to find one lah... elly aku selalu budget kau ada masalah sama dari segi gaming2 ni... tak tau ah assumption aku ni betul ke tak.. sometimes i wonder how some guys are willing to talk to me about sports.. i find that flattering in a sense.. heheh.. guys always go into the technical stuffs.. which is good!! i'm more emotional... so the conversation is more interesting...to me lah.. now if only i can find someone whose obsessed with arashi and matsujun like i do.. i can rant all i want here.. but it'll be the same as talking to myself..

a1gp & f1
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Now that oz open is over, there's really nothing for me to watch on tv.. ada lah sikit2.. but anyway i was watching a1gp for the first time.. they never showed it in the US.. eventho Scott Speed is racing for team USA.. why lah hah.. ok nvm that.. but omg it was weird.. maybe because i'm so used to watching F1 for like the past 6 years i guess.. first off, the engine was nothing like F1.. i'm not sure what engines they use for a1.. but i didn't feel the thrill like hearing an f1 engine roars.. but I may not be able to experience that now since they're changing from 2.4L v10s to 3L v8s this season.. even the f1 drivers were saying the f1 cars were not as powerful as before.. and there's less g force.. ok back to a1, there were lots of rookie mistakes.. i mean reallly.. hahah again i'm not doing a1 drivers justice since i'm comparing them to f1 drivers.. but yeah.. i couldn't help laughing.. the one reason i wanted to watch a1 was because of alex yoong.. yeah we all now he sucked in f1, but i guess he's not too bad in a1.. i wanted to see that fairuz guy race too, never seen him in action before, but too bad he just bailed out of a1 recently to concentrate on his gp2 campaign.. oh yaa... the a1gp pit stop was pretty weird too.. the car comes in, and then the pitcrew baru lah sibuk2 nak bergegas to either side of the car to change tyres.. why not wait readily? pit stop time was way too long i think... average between 30 to 40 seconds.. waa too long. one thing i didnt approve of was the track crew.. one of the cars spun/langgar somebody else, cannot remember which.. they just left the car on the racing track, but at the side lah of course and not on the racing line..but i guess they didn't have the proper equipment to pull the car out(ada satu yg macam kren yg boleh angkat kereta tu kat f1 selalu nampak).. and maybe because the race was at south africa.. it;s a street race.. like monaco.. but i think it's too dangerous? lol.. hmm papelah.. this is just after watching one race tho... i should've probably watched more races to actually comment.. but whatever..

i bought sepang gp tix already ya hoo! 6th year in a row watching an f1 race.. i am soooo excited.. god knows how much i've spent for f1 purposes.. the tickets... the lodgings and car rents and minyak.. the magazines... the merchandises.. but no regrets! i do what i want!

ohh and breaking news! alonso said he wants to race for mclaren 2007 onwards.. huwattt???!!! after all renault and flavio briatore did for u.. u want to go to unreliable mclaren??? watdis.. well it is true that renault said they might not want to stay in f1 beyond 2008 (owing to the possibility of the breakaway series, which i think is a stupid idea).. haha.. but if alonso and raikkonnen were to be on the same team.. it'll be less interesting lah!! both are at the top of their game, they gotta compete... not be on the same team! shit.. not good.

fangirl-ism
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Arashi will release a new single soon!! yes lah!! tak sabar siot. I have so much Arashi stuffs to download.. every week there are new stuffs to download.. but that stupid megaupload is failing on me... and it worked so well in US... freakin' streamyx.. bringing my daily source of must-have entertainment to a snail mail pace.. bah!!